Money, coffee and bruises. Ir dar kitos istorijos

    Flogging Molly - If I ever leave this world alive

   Nusprendžiau, kad kojų ilsinimas nusipelnė atskiro įrašo. Vis dėlto šitaip ilsinau jas labai seniai.

   Pastaruoju metu jos (kojos) labai daug dirbo. Ir dar dirbs. Juk taip retai padėkoju savo kūnui už tai, kad jis    man tiek daug padeda siekti savo svajonių/gyvenimo. Va. Einu, bėgu, stoviu kartais beveik po 10 valandų      per dieną, šoku, krentu, važiuoju dviračiu... O kojos nė karto nepasiskundžia. Taigi.

   Kokios istorijos. (?) Labai daug. Pakvaišusios. Su siurprizais. Pamokančios (ha). Atveriančios akis. Baisiai    paprastos. Nepaprastos. Vis dėlto, aš vis dar per dažnai linkstu link galvojimo kas per nesąmonė      (neįdomus) yra mano gyvenimas. Nu bet nieko. Į priekį vyrai. 

  I've decided that leg rest deserved personal post. They (legs) have rested quite a while ago. Latterly, they  (legs) have been working a lot. And will be. I thought, how rarely I'm grateful for my body who helps to    achieve my dreams/life. Yeah. I walk, run, sometimes I stand for nearly 10 hours a day, dance, cycle... And  my legs never peaches. Exactly.

What stories. (?) So much of them. Bonkers. With surprises. Revealing (ha). Eye opening. Simple. Extraordinary. Although, I still too often go into how stupid my life is thinking. That's okay. I'm moving forward.

The Constellation

Johnny Flynn - Einstein's Idea

Truputį tylos. O po to- kas ten jau žino. Daug kas kitaip. Net kantrybė kitokia. Niekad nežinai kiek gali "paaugti".

Ir dar. Niekad nežinai ką galima rasti savo archyvuose.

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A bit of a silence. And after- who knows. A lot is different. Even the Patience is different. You never know how much you can 'grow'.

Also. You never know what you can find in your archives.

2013 Sausis/January

we are nothing and everything

And all of the sudden you realise/remember you're gifted. You're left with a feeling of gratitude for the way how it was reminded to you. 

                                     

sister don't go that way no more, you've been down that road before and I, I'm love with you

    Josh Garrels - Decisions
    Foje - Tušti delnai

 Laikas, kada reikia daug drąsos ir ryžto. Žiauriai daug drąsos ir ryžto. Laikas nusivylimų ir pasididžiavimų.
 Pusryčiai su draugais ir blynais IR vėl primena apie paprastą laimę. O ir vėl užmiršti pasivaikščiojimai be    tikslo suteikia pamirštos energijos. O tada nei šaltas kambarys, nei baimės ir net tuščia piniginė nepakeičia  vidinio jausmo. O galvoje tik skamba:  life is simple. The only hard thing is to believe in its simplicity.

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The time when you need loads of courage and purpose. Loads of courage and purpose. The time full of dissapointments and centrepieces. Breakfasts and dinners with friends AGAIN reminds of simple happiness and... Alaska. And again forgotten walks without purpose gives the forgotten energy. And then neither cold room nor fears or even empty wallet doesn't change how do you feel inside. And only words in my head are: life is simple. The only hard thing is to believe in its simplicity.

Sunny day walk                                                                                                                                     

    A beautiful place I work at

    My little autumnal obsession - Gingerbread latte

    The Dancing Goat

    Our Sunday breakfast - pumpkin spiced pancakes

    And Monday treat - pure Lithuanian curd doughnuts

                      Warm house breakfast - breakfast with Rhoda and Charis

    A really rich hot chocolate with chamomile blooms 

days when you find it again

Cosmo Sheldrake - The Fly

Days of tiredness, words, smiles, writings, faith and cakes.

    Leeds Grand Theatre

    The amazing Flynn

    Cosmo Sheldrake in The Sussex Wit

    Beautiful Hannah's Cake and Tea party

..

Ane Brun - Changing of the seasons

She says she feels bare, with nothing to give.

I say that's a good place to start.

Taigi.

and in the end all steps what matters are the ones you've taken by yourself

 Can't go back 

Sharp senses, being busy with the moment. Promises, the ones which should become a habbit. Things and people that have never stood you up.
Inspirations coming from heartaches, patience from struggles, laughter and hope bursting through tears.
Johnny Flynn, the one who knows
Challenges and finally, loads of coffee and beautiful people.